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Reticence
What is it but an envelope devised
to shelter those invisible desires,
those petty bigotries and rancid fears,
which would, if not protected, be exposed
for what they are? What is it but a bolt,
which keeps the stores of memory secure,
lest your house be looted by that burglar
who knows your slightest move, your subtlest habit,
your grossest fault. But what your barriers
have held at bay is not that predator
alone, nor yet the tireless voyeurs,
but that constrained intruder in your heart,
whose business is to see you as you are,
however much you keep yourself apart.
Release
What have you wanted more than that release
from isolation? Even a fleeting touch
on fingertip or wrist extends the reach
of your awareness to a foreign place
beyond this cell of silent contemplation,
so spacious in its way but so immune
to news of others' triumphs and misfortune.
Why then do you recoil in agitation
from inquiries and friendly overtures,
as though they might contaminate the pure
and noiseless air, the dustless atmospheres
in which, if you could have them, you would live,
your element a rectifying fire,
your silence no less potent than your love?
Interrogations
Is it for me that you have worn a mask,
its fixed mouth and inward-turning eye
suggesting caution or humility
or something in between? And when I ask
questions of the face that I encounter,
day by day and year by passing year,
is it a looking-glass or two-way mirror
that you present to me, its hidden center
there, or never there? Were you to answer,
I would consider what you had to say,
as though it held the truth of your desire,
wondering all the while if what I'd heard
were your confession or your kind reply,
your artful parry or your final word.
Old News
Those little increments
of grief: how silently
they travel in the blood
of mourners, bearing news
that makes no headlines, wears
no byline, yet remains
for years, for generations,
persisting as it must
in vein and artery,
lung and bone. And when
its broadcast comes, its blast
is loosed into the heart,
how sudden it appears
and how remote, as though
its presence there were foreign,
its virulence unknown.
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