|  | Fertility   We thought that Italy might�
 a little house in the country with nothing
 to do but lie in bed and listen to the campanile ring out
 another hour. But it won't stop raining and then a stripe of blood,
 
 another month gone. Tired of weeping, I pour a glass
 of wine�Why the hell not�and walk outside. The sun
 a bad joke, and everywhere, birds like tiny madmen, each one 
            trilling
 its single note. Some of the trees are budding, some have not even 
            started
 
 but the mimosa's long since flowered, its yellow tufts already gone 
            brown.
 The chickens distract, so I sip and watch the rooster
 waggle his red crown, tip back his beak and crow. The hens rush up
 as if I held some treasure, something they've been waiting for
 
 for years. From here the neighbor's horses look like a painting,
 the pair of them standing among olive trees, drinking rainwater
 from a blue oilcan. The brown one turns to me, her white flame
 flashing, but the pale one keeps her distance, remote
 
 and lovely as the moon. Who knows what they are thinking?
 Later I'll cross the road and visit the dogs, locked
 in their wire pens. They pace and bark day and night�it's all
 they can think of to do. I will thread a finger through, barely
 
 reaching the nose of the young yellow Lab, the one who stares out
 mutely, all innocence and yearning, as if patience alone will save 
            her.
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