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Nightfall     
 
With a plunk, like the old drunken poet 
falling into a stream, we're suddenly drenched 
with darkness. No one expected a plunge, 
the free fall into some other element. 
It takes a while to find balance. Out 
on the porch, we lie on deck chairs, 
 
weary passengers to somewhere else. 
Mt. Tam bundles down under flannel blankets, 
like us, as Venus appears in a cat's cradle 
of phone wires. Upland Berkeley 
street light hums, jasmine and verbena, 
cars struggling through their gears up Marin. 
 
I try to describe those tiny 
rainbow shells that bury themselves 
in Florida sand. You tell about 
a cove in Hawaii, bright fish, 
then suddenly a crowd of dolphins 
surrounds you. Being among them. 
 
Something unimagined happens, some leap 
of the heart dropping its old scales, 
tired fish, that wasn't expecting 
a voyage, just wanted to be tucked in 
to its berth, wanted a bedtime story, 
wanted one light left on. 
  
  
Paperweight      
 
Bee keeper 
    the clovered hum 
    purple thistle radiating pin-sphere 
 
fog gone off the morning 
    what will you make 
    of a day's rest 
 
treasuring the involuted minutes 
    how they're packed, invisible suitcases, 
    carrying your first language, my old dolls, 
    a photo of each cat except the last one 
 
stories lined by the ribs 
    of a broken umbrella 
    bird cage without its green parakeet 
 
lined like the lacquered box's compartments 
    containing thread, ivory frog, 
    jade circle, thimble, carved yak-bone, 
 
looka royal wedding of blue and red 
    drop-shaped, folding out beneath 
    the furry body, palps flared, legs starting 
    to fold in for the landing, tongue unfurled 
 
gelled under the lucite curve 
    hold each second still 
    pretend to own it 
    be at home with what never happens 
 
the meal deferred, pollen 
    not collected or dispersed 
    perversely frozen, no breeding 
 
the imagined inconsummate 
    held like the words 
    that never arrive, nectar 
    from the future's glossy dome.
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