Wayland, Massachusetts
I sweep the stones to read the names, the prayers,
to train an eye to cracked markers and river shoulder.
From here, morning light sharpens everything,
collides into canopies and bare branches of maples
whose shadows fall into the dark marsh, plunge.
Some nights, I dream I still live back here: packs of goldenrod
trampled in fields, chickadees chirping, my sweat
the sweat of a boy still learning how to follow
orders, settle down. I'll dream myself back
to this spot surrounded by the dead wet leaves
turning to dirt, entering the earth like rain-worn bones.
Wind rakes the river, endless in its bed, leads me down
this path towards the flurry-hidden furrows
and slip-covered cold, the foothills fixed behind me.
Again snow sifts down and brightens the graves—
the current carries all it can, hauling even the sky downstream.